YOU ♥ (Versi Bahasa Indo)

Hari ini saya sudah melihat foto yang saya ambil dengan kalian dan telah dipostingdi Facebook. Ini membuat saya mulai berpikir tentang kalian dan betapa aku rindunongkrong dengan Anda! Hal ini juga membuat saya menangis.

Sebelum aku bertemu denganmu dan Facebook bahkan belum diciptakan (Friendster hip ketika saya masih di SMP), saya selalu berpikir itu adalah sebuah fase dalam hidup saya untuk menjadi dan tinggal di BALI. Terutama, aku orang yang pemalu. 

Tapi aku rasa, Ida Sang Hyang Widhi memberi saya kesempatanuntuk hidup dan berada di BALI karena suatu alasan, untuk memenuhi ANDA.Saya sepertinya tidak pernah menyesal bertemu ANDA sebelum atau bahkan sekarang. Meskipun kami memiliki beberapa perkelahian, kesalahpahaman, bahagia dan saat-saat bahkan sedih bersama. Tapi itulah yang begitu istimewa tentang hubungan kami. Kenangan kami di masa lalu patut liar dan tak terlupakan. 

Aku mencintai kalian dari saat kami mulai persahabatan kami. Melalui suka dan duka kita bisa bersama sampai tua. Jadi anak-anak kita dapat memiliki persahabatanseperti kita. 

Terima kasih telah membuat hidup saya jadi berwarna-warni dan memilikikenangan tak terlupakan. 

Aku tidak akan pernah menyesal telah Anda sisiku ~

♥ Chicha

Dearest My Beloved BFFs

Dear BFFs,

I just wanted to write to you guys. I hope you'll read it. Even though not today but someday. I wrote this in English, but you can translate it if you get to read this and don't understand. I just want to say sorry to each and every one of you if I did something wrong or have hurt you in the past.

• To Dita :

I just want to say sorry if I've ever hurt your feelings and haven't been a great sister or best friend to you. I hope that you will forgive me for all the bad things I've done or probably words that I said that made you fell sad and disappointed in me. I care about you as my best friend and little sister. I think about you and what is best for you as well. I hope you understand my feelings towards you and I hope our friendship will be to the end of our life together. Love you ~

• To Nouvhi :

I just want to apologize for everything I've done to hurt you or even made you feel disappointed. Even though we misunderstand each other sometimes and get in to little fights, but we can never be angry at each other because we care to much about each other. I hope our friendship will last forever. Until our children can be best friends like us. Love you ~

• To Intan :

I'm sorry Intan, if I had hurt your feelings. I made you hate me and being angry at me. Fighting is always a cure to become good friends, that's what I've heard. I miss talking to you and joking around with you. Even though you don't like me or even treat me as your BFFs anymore, that's okay. I still care for you. I hope we can put our differences behind us and start a new page in our book of friendship. I still want us to be friends and I hate fighting and talking about each other behind each others back. I hope you will still forgive me. Friends Forever. Love you ~

• To April :

Even though I haven't met you in person, but I know you'll be my BFFs too. We get along so well even though it's only on facebook and twitter. But it feels like I knew you my whole life. I also want to say sorry if I ever hurt your feelings with my words. I hope we can be friends until we get old. Love you ~

Thank you BFFs for wanting to be my BFFs and want to get to know me. I hope we can all forgive each other for what we did in the past and make a new future ahead of us for our friendship. I forgive you all even though you hurt me on purpose or not. But I hope one day, we can understand our differences and become friends until we get old.

I'm sorry again if I've hurt your feelings in the past and for in the future. I just want to be honest, deep in my heart that I'm so sorry. I hope you'll forgive me.

Dearest Y.O.U

Dearest ex-BFF,

I always thought of you as my best friend. Not just a classmate, but a friend that I can relay on. Someone that I can trust with my secrets, a friend that I can talk to not being shy, just being myself, and a friend until we get old. But I guess I was wrong about you. You weren't my best friend at all. You really were good acting as my best friend but now I know who you really are.

*If you are reading this*

To be honest, I blocked you from my Facebook is not that I can't face you. It's not that I'm scared of you, it's because I'm tired of dealing with you. I'm tired reading your status that's for me (even though they're not for me, but from those words they're FOR me). It's not that NOW I'm NOT in BALI that I'm brave enough to talk about you behind your back or in the computer world, even though I still lived in BALI, I would still respect you as my BEST FRIEND! However you don't think that way. You think 100% differently than me. You get angry before finding the solution to solve both our differences and problems. Even though you act different in front and in the back of me, I treat you EQUALLY as my BEST FRIEND! Even though they're some things I don't like about you, but I try to like them. I try me best to be patience with you.

I really want to talk to you, but don't know what and how to talk to you. I even say happy birthday to you to be a good friend that I remembered your birthday, you make a status about me. Did you ever think that I care about you? Did you ever think that I could get hurt to by your words? Just to be honest with you, I care about you. You're my best friend. Best friends can get in fights. Best friends can forgive. Why can't you forgive me? I forgave you when you hurted me. I gave you so many chances. I opened my heart for you because I thought you were always someone special in my heart, you were always going to be there in my life. I never thought that our friendship would end just because of a stupid status.

If I ever hurted you in the past, forgive me. If you never want to meet me, write me, or even be friends with me, it's okay. I forgive you for every mistake you made to me. I hope you can change yourself for the better. Be a better person than before. 난 당신을 사랑한다 ex-BFF.

I've held this pain too long. I want to let it out now. Even though you'll never read this letter. But at least I wrote how I felt. One day, you'll read this and I hope you understand how I felt. Thank you for being my friend in the past and the best for you in the future. Hope to see you again :)

Love always,

Chicha Diksita

My Birthday Present to My BFF, Taa Itaa Dieta ❤

One of my BFFs, Taa Itaa Dieta had her 18th birthday on March, 5 2012 ♥

I wasn't there for her birthday, but at least I thought of her. I hope she can do the same for me on my birthday :) the thought that matters...