November 29, 2011
I started my LDR with my BF, Indra. Now, it's going to be 3 months being apart from him. I know it's not a big deal to other people, but it's a BIG DEAL to me.
June 11, 2010 - November 29, 2011
Since I met him, we see each other EVERYDAY. He would come to my house at night. When we were still in school, he would pick me up from school (we went to different schools) and we would sit in front of the patio at my house. Months past and we started our Senior Exams (UN), and nothing has changed between us. We always have time to see each other. Even it was after school or in the evening. That time I always came to his house. Until we graduate from high school, we spent our time together from morning through evening. It was sweet though just thinking about it. I've never had a boyfriend like him, so it's kinda of new for me! But, I love him A LOT!!!!! ❤
February 20, 2012
We fought a lot about our relationship. Said bad things that we didn't mean and regret afterwards. The thing I could do at that moment was cry until I fell asleep. In my dreams, I was thinking about my relationship and my purpose. I tried my very best to make everybody happy. From my mom, my siblings, my friends and especially my boyfriend. But I guess everything I did was always wrong. Indra couldn't understand how I felt once he said bad things. I felt so down and upset with him. He was like my dad.
February 21, 2012
Indra apologize for what he said yesterday night in whatsapp. He regreted what he said to me. I accepted his apology not fully trusted him. I tried to put his words what he said to me yesterday aside. I tried to just be normal the way I use to be with him.
February 22, 2012
I can't sleep so I'm writing at this hour. I've been thinking about LDR with Indra. Is it worth waiting for him or is he just gonna hurt me more. I love him, but he never tries to understand me. All he does is get mad at me. LDR? Is he even ready for a relationship like this? He acts if he is still a little kid. I just don't want to lose him because of all this fighting. I try my best to stay together in this relationship. No matter how hard it is, but I'm willing to try and wait because I love him. #LDR